Things aren't always as they appear..

Open your mind and your eyes..

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Everyone learns in their own way..

I simply adore the people that take the time to get to know me, know the REAL me, know that I am not anything (some) other people tend to say about me. What you see is what you get. To those that have fallen away from me for whatever reason, may you understand the truth some day. ♥

Saturday, March 26, 2011

This past week

I have learned so much. I am humbled enough to know that I have a lot more to learn. I am strong enough to seek for myself, ask if I need help, but not take advantage of those surrounding me to travel my path of enlightenment. I have physically met with people that have changed my life. People who have been true in their destination of their awareness, even with jealous and fraudulent people bashing them, tearing them apart, and they still remain humble, spiritually awake and steady.

The more I dare to explore, the more open I become. My spiritual guides deserve credit too, as they are so loving and accommodating in my spiritual growth. I don't abuse their gifts to me for personal gain, excuses in my actions or reactions, or by sharing something attributed to them that they did not share in the first place.

Do the right thing now, as your life is about to change, and you will be challenged and you will fail.  Those you have used and abused to get to where you are, will fall away from you one by one.

A New Moo

Thursday, March 24, 2011

Watch this!

I can do it myself.. Can you?

Recording another show tonight!


A New (and improved) Moo!

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

You have made it

Pretty much ALL about you. Gross.

So, how many people now have you left on the side of the road, abandoned, in order to please yourself? To say "My guides say" when they are SO ashamed of you and your actions? They would NEVER tell you to follow this path of dishonesty, envy, lies and betrayal. YOU are the one that has betrayed people who are all around, you while pointing YOUR crooked fingers at others (like myself, or others that also know what a crock of crap you are).

Be sure to boost the ego of your "sisters", down the road a bit maybe it will sooth their stings and pains from you stabbing them and leaving them because they could no longer benefit you.

What is going to happen when one of them finds out you are only her friend because you lust after her husband? Is your motto "Keep your friends close, and your competition CLOSER?".

When was the last time YOU did something for your team?   Months? Yes, because it's all about you. All about your path. All about what you have to do. You are selfish and ugly.

There are no names mentioned here, but YOU know who you are.

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Power in Numbers

And.. good vs. evil.

Remember that. Just a heads up.. *I* am not on the evil side.

Your actions and your words, they will catch up with you. You know deep down what you are doing is wrong, but you don't care. Your Karma, it will find you, and you will NOT like it.


Posted for my friend Rusty

"For SOME those at a certain online radio network who continue to abuse me for leaving....listen up. I have two radio shows on REAL radio which take up much of my time. I just don't have the resources to produce an online show according to a schedule - that's the only reason. Your continued insults mean I will NEVER return to the network now so GROW UP. If you haven't the courage to say something to me face, don't say it because it WILL get back to me.

The other thing is that I owned the right to my shows except for Mysterious and Unexplained which was purchased by a local community radio station.  I strongly advise against such childish and punitive measures such as copying the names of my shows for your own benefit.
It saddens me I have to write this.  It saddens me that people I called friends turned out to be nothing but turncoats.

The Full Spectrum is an independent show and is not tied to ANY network, but if I decided to I will and I don't need your condemnation because of it.

Did you put in the hard work to produce the show?  No?  Then keep your opinion, innuendo and rumor to yourself.  If you don't you will find that I don’t bleat, I sue."


SO now MY perspective. Immature and childish "adults" feeling insecure and mean.  You are bullies! You try and convince everyone else is a bully but guess what, pot, kettle, black. Grow up.

This same "online radio" station accused me of badmouthing the station (lie), harassing your patrons (total lie) and overall trying to make them look bad. Guess what, I didn't, but I will now.  As, not one of you hold anything over me. Nothing. You have no proof, you have no pull, you are all extremely weak minded people, trying to hype yourselves into something you are not. You are lies, you are bitter, you are a click of selfish bullies. Plain and simple. Your horrible dishonor of any service is following you and soon, it will ruin you. 

You destroyed (and yes, YOU, not any of the previous host, not any of the previous visiting chatters/listeners..YOU, those still remaining) (except one show that I can think of). You have taken something, that once was a very exciting thing, and you've run it into the ground. *shrugs* I don't give a shit though, truly.  Black list me, talk evil about me, believe stupid lies and accusations, but I already know that I am none of what you filthy mouthed liars say about me. I have many many many people behind me that can vouch for me. Your few stupid people that hold onto your backwards beliefs, your loss.  I don't waste my time on you at all.

People this weekend laughed at you, mocked you. I didn't join in, but I did celebrate the fact that people see... right... through... all... of you.

So, yes, I can say you are a piece of crap Internet radio station that you ruined. No contract binds me to you, THANK THE HEAVENS. PS, association, doesn't carry anything either. So you name drop? BFD.

A New Moo

Monday, March 21, 2011

It's long and a doozy.. enjoy!

When you have something happen to you, something important or altering, I think everyone should write that information down.  You can always go back and read about it, refreshing your energy to appreciate it and/or to remind yourself of the lesson(s) you’ve learned from it. I’m a big fan on journals and always have been. 

I wanted to share this up last night, but I’ll be honest with you, I was completely and thoroughly worn out from the weekend of travelling, meeting (new) people and the overall experience I had with my first convention. I met a LOT of people, and without sounding conceited, some that were simply amazing, some were energy vampires and wore masks of deceit. You get that nearly everywhere you go.

Meeting Dawn
This would be the first time that I met my friend Dawn.  I’ve talked to her now about 6 months on the internet and while I “know” her in that fashion, meeting her was that much more exciting.  She is zany and forthright, will always go to the source if there is an issue, and she makes me laugh. No really, really? REALLY! Regardless of how sick I was the previous week, it was meant to happen the way it did. I was meant to go there with Dawn, talk the hours it took us to get there and back (combined almost 12 hours of driving) and the opportunity to get to know each other and “feel” each other out. Thank you Dawn for showing me a few things, introducing me to Ericka, spending time with me, and making me laugh! So glad you and Robyn also got along as well as you did, we truly were a threesome this weekend and I wouldn’t have had it any other way. Also, eating at the “Catfish Plantation” and introducing me to C and M, and having them introduce me to the Catfish Plantation’s owner (who is a HOOT!).  There were a lot of things I had in my “firsts” column this weekend and you were a very large part of that!

Reconnecting with Robyn
Always, always ALWAYS, Robyn makes me laugh. I’ve known her off and on a good what, two years now? She might live 3.5 hours away from me, but every time I get to see her, I’m always laughing. Her and Dawn met each other for the first time as well, and they both were goofy together.  What more could a girl ask for than being with people she has fun with and trusts.  Robyn was the hit of the night both nights in dressing AWESOMELY (is that truly a word?) and even wore a hippie dress that I fell in love with.  We drank, we laughed, she did the robot on her huge hotel bed while I was helping her with her and EW’s show; what a weekend! I’m so glad that she was able to make it, and I will personally thank Bill, her hubby, for allowing her/letting her come so *I* could see her. There’s possibly going to be a new video, if I know Robyn, and it will be just as wonderful as the Paranormal Robot, I’m just saying.

The Byers
I’m just going to put this out there, the Byers (Brian and Anna Marie) get way too much crap for who they are. Seriously! In the experiences I have had (with the people that insist that Brian and AM are anything other than wonderful and amazing) I say to you, “Mind your own damn business, your opinion does not matter here or anywhere else.”  In other words, you wouldn’t know so shut your yap.  I have also known these two for about two and a half years, and they have been more family to me, and have ALWAYS supported me when others (yes YOU if you are reading this) have stabbed me in the back, lied about me, etc. They don’t judge, they just put their arms around me (and many, many others) and they give their hearts and souls to the people they care about.  Things are never perfect, but remember, you are GOOD people, and a LOT of people love and adore, you, including myself!

Now, with that set of “thanks you’s” shared, I have another … situation that I want to share. Again, I will not go into direct details, for various reasons, but, there was a part that changed many of my thoughts about many things in my life. This happened what, almost two days ago, and I can’t stop thinking about it. It was something that I needed to hear, feel, and would have never happened if A) the two people I mentioned above didn’t pull some strings in order to share the B) part, which is Christopher Moon. He is someone else that people give absolute crap to, treat horribly, rake over the coals and spew their filth about. Really? Because how easy is it for you to form your opinion about him without even meeting or spending time with someone first?

Meeting Christopher Moon
I am sure I had heard horrible things about Christopher Moon.  Mostly from people that don’t have a very high intelligence, are full of self absorption, are narcissists, or just cruel people that feel they know it all. Well, I’m here to tell you, I can not remember one thing I had heard prior to personally meeting him, probably because it was untrue and meaningless coming from insignificant people. *shakes her head* These people are missing out on something that could potentially show them a side of life (and death) that could, of course, change their perception, their sense of belonging and essentially their outlook about their personal journey. But, they chose to spew hatred so they don’t deserve to get to know him.

For those of you reading this that are not into the paranormal, Google “Christopher Moon” and read what he does, it might help you to understand.

On to what happened. For privacy purposes, I won’t mention true names, out of respect for family members, but I asked to speak to someone that I hadn’t seen or talked to in 22 years. This person was a childhood friend, and his brothers are on my Facebook page, so I can’t explain my relationship with him other than he was a very dear friend that I loved like a brother. We had made outlandish childhood plans of marrying on December 25, 2025 and we would pay for everything with Jelly Beans, as that is how children think and feel when they are younger.

Suffice it to say, I’ve been thinking about him a lot lately and have wanted to communicate with him just recently. It’s been a goal, and Christopher helped me (and MANY others in that room) to accomplish that. Now I’m debating on telling his brothers or not, I will wait to see what I am “told”.

Thank you Christopher for what you do, who you are, your gifts and your wonderful personality.  Never let anyone take any of that away from you, ever. This world truly is a much better place because of you. I don’t think people stop long enough to tell you that. You hear the bad, the angry and the negative, but, you need to be also given the positive. You are a tender part of my soul now, and I thank you!

My Friend “J”
In experiencing what I did above, it brought me to another friend that I love and care about. While taking a shower on Sunday morning, my spirit guides very forcefully (and rather loudly – lol) said “Tell Him!” So, yesterday, I did “tell him”. I told him what he meant to me, how I felt about him and how he’s also affected my life. I could not let him think he wasn’t special to me.

So, it might have been only three days, but it was three days I will never forget. I wouldn’t have changed who I was with, or what we did/experienced for anything. I am blessed indeed.

Want to comment to me directly (that happens a lot more than it does here) and not in public under prying eyes? You can send me emails to!

A New Moo

Saturday, March 12, 2011

I have found

The least amount of time I deal (or even THINK of) with *those* idiots, and say my true feelings of events and issues, the better my life feels to me and those that love me.  I have respect, as I respect those that are worthy.

Suddenly people from all over are expressing their distaste and lack of trust for those wearing their masks. It feels good to know that their word, means nothing.  Their actions are following them into their reputation, and neither are looked upon with respect, only disdain.

I celebrate people with true virtue!

A New Moo

Sunday, March 6, 2011


Am so grateful and truly amazed at the support and constant encouragement that my friends and family give to me.  They protect me from evil doers in this lifetime.

A New Moo

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

Results of our second house blessing/cleansing..

So, this weekend was absolutely fabulous.  The house that we went to bless was nothing like the last house, but needed cleansed/blessed all the same.  You could tell there were a lot of residual negative feelings absorbed into the framework of the house, they’d been there since the 1970’s so, that would be understandable. The house owner was very open to what all we were doing and hopefully will spiritually accept the positivity that was given to her, and start fresh with her life. She has had a pretty rough and abusive life, and I’m sure that was the largest factor in the house holding onto it all.  She was holding onto it.

Some further steps are being taken to help her, a friend is coming over to help her do yard work and plant some flower for brightness.  The priest that helped bless the house is going to call around and see if someone can help get her house back up to safe standards.  Bring in someone like “Habitat for Humanity” to paint, fix boards, broken windows, etc.  Even though the house is now just her and her wonderful Pitbull/Great Dane, there needs to be a lot done to help keep the cold and the heat out. There is a lot of chaos there and that will always attract spiritual strife.  

I think us giving her the permission to forgive herself and just live happily was needed as well. Things will be different for her, and she needs to concentrate on the good, the positive and take her time as here and now (not in the past).  She's going to be alright. Nice!

Now the investigation at a different location later that night? LOL... that's a WHOLE other blog entry!

A New Moo