Reality of One's Actions

I have this friend, G, she is well, simply kind hearted and sweet.  It hasn't been until recently that she and I have reconnected. I had talked to her on a show about two years ago, and was simply amazed with what she did, how talented she was in all that she did.  I don't even think SHE realize how much I admired her for her inner light, her talent and her kindness.

Today, I worried (for her) about something she wrote as a disclaimer on her blog.  Instead of assuming, I went straight to her to talk to her about what she had typed.  Instead of jumping to conclusions on what *I* read from her words, I acted in a mature and adult fashion, and simply asked her. The nice thing, no wrong ideas came about, she was kind and simply told me what her feelings were. I happen to agree with her on her feelings.  Which leads me to understand not only her nature more deeply, but, we understand that if we have questions or are worried or hurt by words, all we need to do is ask.

She's a true blue.  She recognizes the thorough process of her spirituality, just as I do of mine.  Some, they jump into it full swing and they don't think of others that might be the end result or consequence of one's carelessness.  They insist on their prestige and that is dangerous. They don't research, they abuse the system of someone offering advice or small council, then they stand on top of a mountain and proclaim that they see all, know all and can cure all. I wouldn't want to be the one responsible for someone else believing in false "prophecies" if you will.

I will end this post with my tarot reading... Nice!

Sunday, January 16

The Empress

Earth Mother. Creation. A woman constantly full of new ideas and thoughts. A woman who gives new life to herself. A trail blazer. A female presence that is caring and motherly. Fertility. Birth of an idea or new energy. Family issues. Hearth and home. The need to focus on family. Feminine healing. Need to cultivate your own creativity. A woman unto herself, not dependent on a partner for fulfillment. A ruler and leader of others. Motherly-type.

"Be a hand that reaches out. Be a smile for those who have no reason to smile. Be a light for those who live in darkness. Show them what it means to truly love.." ~ Jen

Exciting Events and the Weekend

Fridays are like a breath of fresh air. It's nice to go home after work and just be able to start the weekend.  This morning started out with a Ginger Apple Smackdown, a recipe that my beautiful Shamanic friend Kashanna shared.  Oh My Goodness it is WONDERFUL and now I am hooked. Then, ten minutes on the mini trampoline, after than ten minutes of stretching and limbering. Followed by a shower, a dance around the house while getting ready for work, a love on all of the dogs and out the door I was.

Work has been extremely productive already, and with all being said prior to this moment, it has been working smoothly.  I nearly have today's trinket finished (one I am nearly positive will invoke a bit of happiness with my fellow trinketeer Beth. I have some final touches to do but I am excited to share it.

Which brings me to a few other things I've been enjoying lately. I can not completely put into words the amazing comfort I receive in hand sewing. I did it yesterday and I could feel my body lightening, I could feel illness fleeing from my very pores. My mind was content and I was beyond happy and comfortable. I will be including more hand sewn items into my daily schedule.

Speaking of schedules, tonight I have another Reiki Healing Lesson with Senora (which I am completely loving), and hopefully I will receive the call on the Amarillo haunting this weekend. I know the familly is nervous about the events going on there. I will have people available to help if needed and I'm pretty excited to go.

As for the rest of the weekend, I'm anxious to work on more writing, get my trinkets made, I have another pendulum to send to my dear friend in Califorina, I have some video editing to do, a commercial to make, an interview on Sunday for a show and hopefully, if my stepfather is out of the hospital, making him chicken enchiladas with homemade green sauce. I would love to get the back room ready for Monica and Jacob to stay while Mason is in bootcamp. We'll have to see. So many wondeful things lined up for the near future.  I truly couldn't be happier or more blessed.

PS- I was excited, I have had three friends come to me asking me questions about spirituality, healing, and being an Empath. I love that they trust me, I love that they know that if I don't have all the answers (and I don't, no one does) that we can research it together and find out. They know they can come to me and I will not take anything away from them.

Matter of fact.. here are a few messages/emails I received recently:

"I do wonder though because of what you were saying about all those 100,000's of birds dying simutanously; something about the crystals in their brain, that may be why all of this is going on, especially if our gravitational pull has changed, who knows. Have a beautiful day! :)"

 (Love you Stephanie-you are such a beatuiful person!)

"Also I guess your talk with the Universe last night spared (my friend's name) to confess! Thanks :)"

 .. PS I do talk to the Universe, I do send healing, I do instill positivity and love into the people that come to me asking, that is part of my goal, to truly do, not just say I do like so many others.

And one of my favorites:

"Thankyouthankyouthankyou, LOL! I have never had a friend get me the way you do, angel, and I treasure you :)"

Oh Salena, you are so very dear to me, and I love you!!

This is how I get my confirmations.  This is how I enjoy my affirmations.  I have met some of the most amazing people, people that I might not be close to, or near, but I truly love and trust them. They allow me to be me, not who they want me to be.

Anywho, I hope you all have a wondeful weekend. I will type more either later or tomorrow. Let me end this by a quote from a friend of a dear friend:

"Let's just call it energy that surrounds and binds us..at times I feel there are certain people in our lives who try to tamper with that peace." John Bennett

A New Moo

Blessed in all ways!

It would appear that since I had such a trying and challenging weekend, it feels as though I have been rewarded today.  Last night, I didn't get much sleep, well, as I wanted, but I believe that all of the activity after closing my eyes made for a peaceful and happy feeling this morning.

I have a dear dear friend that means the absolute world to me, send me a long and detailed message.  Prior to this email, I had sensed the feelings surrounding her, and just sent her a brief message of "I am here if you need to talk".  She is an amazing Empath as well, and didn't realize that she was sending out the vibrations that she was. She deserves wonderful things so I gave her my thoughts and feelings and said I'd do a little soul searching on her behalf.

Last night, I did some wonderful astral traveling (not for very long, or at least that I remember), and had a long discussion with my spirit guides (who were so good to me).  I was able to visit the Akashic Records and .. I'm telling you, I was ten times more productive in my journey last night, than I was all weekend doing housework and chores.  I did ask to remember at least some of the event before coming back, and I remember bits and pieces.  Enough for me to write it down in my journal so that I don't forget.

I asked my spirit guides about my friend and they told me a few things that I truly hadn't thought of, so I will be sending her some of the messages I received.

The snow yesterday was so uplifting.. watching it softly land.

I woke this morning in such a fantastic mood.. I can feel the positivity, the energy, all surrounding me. I have been blessed this morning, I plan on sharing it with my loved ones.










Moo

Narcissism at it's Worst and it's Best.

Imagine if you will, a person standing in front of you.  You don't really know them, but they seem very nice. They haven't opened their mouth to even say a word, they are just standing there smiling. There is some mystery to them, no? They are not screaming at the top of their lungs to try and convince you (and most likely even themselves) of what and who they are. They are enabling to happen, whatever happens.

Then, you look to your left.  The second you make eye contact with them, they are doing cartwheels and their mouth is already open. They are already telling you over and over and over and over and over and over and over everything that they are or what they want you to think they are, they are not even letting you get a word in edgewise.  They assign all this information to themselves in order to feel or look important.  You aren't able to talk in return because they have to be the first, tallest, strongest, worst off, richest.. you get the idea. If they could, they would stand on a chair in the middle of a crowd for everyone to "look at them".

Which, of these two people are you more apt to trust? Want to spend time with? Get to know?

There was a time, when no one was anything except themselves.  The second that a seed (most likely planted by someone else) takes root, we all become something. There are people however, that can't stand anyone else to do something better than what they can do.  They adopt personalities, traits and even mimic imaginary situations, or titles from the people they want to be like. Instantly, they become sheeple.

I believe aspirations are amazing, and you find people that you look up to, that is also amazing, but don't try and steal their talent, limelight, individualization for your own satisfaction.

I didn't realize I was an Empath until I was what.. 37-38 years old? I knew I was different, and that I felt things I didn't understand, but it wasn't until I had researched and read and studied this information did I happen to fall upon the term and it fit, every ounce of it fit. Amazing! I'm not a basket case or bipolar (which I would be later accused of, even a Psychopath- which by the way, I am none of) but I *FEEL deep within my soul the feelings of what other people feel, those whom I love, those I don't know, they can be near, or far away. It doesn't matter. THAT IS WHAT IT IS! 

While I was extremely excited to figure this information out for myself (believe it or not it truly was a lot of work), it was nearly instantly yanked away from me. I will not go into the specifics because that is water under the bridge, but suffice it to say, any time I figured something out or came to understand a key part of information .. it was taken away from me as well. 

A person that was so small in their own mind, lacking in self confidence, felt it necessary to adopt what myself and so many other people experience and make it their own.  o.O

Do you have any idea exactly how defeating it feels to have someone step in front of you when it is your moment, and steal it away? It's not pretty, it's not fun, and it's not what a true Empath would do in that situation. 

Did you know that they can tell a true Empath by the words they write, even in a email?

Say for instance, you write an email to a friend that you are having issues with.  The way you word it, the tone you use and the phrases you put forth express if you are a true Emapth or if it is simply sympathy you feel.  I didn't know that until about late July, 2010 when I had a long discussion with a very gentle and experienced Empath. I showed him several emails that were written to me, concerning the author's feelings and perception of my actions.

He showed me different studies with some of the top renowned sensitives and low and behold, key words stuck out everywhere, after hi-lighting those key words, you would think that nearly the entire printed out email was hi-lighted.  So, between actions performed and words stated, someone tried to make them self into something they aren't. Now, in order to keep up that act, several other .. "conditions" have been thrown into a pile.

Sad really.

I love being an Empath, a true Empath, now that I understand it and am starting to work in different areas.  That will always be my first and truest "title" (besides wife, mother and grandmother) that I will give myself. People feel it though, they recognize it, in turn, I don't have to write it everywhere until it is instilled into people's head that they associate me with being an Emapth.  

I realized also about May of last year, that being a true Empath has other natural talents, one being able to heal. I have recently met people from all over the world, and helped them heal from things such as Retinal Irradiance, Candida  down to helping someone that is an extreme introvert feel comfortable with who they are.

I truly enjoy meeting new people, and helping. Truly helping where I am needed. So for 2011 it's time to nurture those amazing gifts (that I have been given, it's not truly my own) and nurse them to a beautiful gift to share with others. I do not take the credit, I am merely a vessel in which these gifts are processed through. Thank you Universe!

Thus.. A New Moo ~ Smiling and hitting the ground running.

"Really big people are, above everything else, courteous, considerate and generous - not just to some people in some circumstances - but to everyone all the time." ~Thomas J. Watson.

*Key note added here, generally negative feelings trump positive feelings only because of the intensity involved and the intentions behind them.