Things aren't always as they appear..

Open your mind and your eyes..

Saturday, April 30, 2011


Stopping long enough to write things down helps one to focus on important facets of their life.

Lately, nostalgia has taken a large part of my waking hour. There are people that will tell you living in the past is not a good idea, that it takes over your here and now.  Well, I disagree.  Only because I think we have to revisit the past, especially the wonderful and beautiful parts to remind us WHO we are, and why we feel the way we do about things.

Some of this post is not going to mean anything to anyone but myself, but why not see if it encourages your memories to strike up a conversation with your frontal lobe..

Sitting under the big cotton wood, at the lake... feeling the breeze through my hair.. the smell of the lake water.. daydreaming of what my first date will be like. Camping the entire weekend, watching the fire, fishing off the dock. Waiting for the nightly summer storm to roll in.

The long walks I would take as a child, walking through the woods of Georgia, smelling the musty trees, hearing the soft crackling of leaves and dried pine needles beneath my feet. Talking with my grandmother about buried jars of money. Suckling cinnamon disks, exploring for hours on end.

Saturday evenings with popcorn from the stove, M&M's and a glass bottle of Pepsi as our treat of the weekend.

Lying on the soft grass of Alliance Nebraska on a mid summer's day, looking up at the clouds, trying to find shapes recognizable by the human eye. Listening to the birds chirping, the wind blowing and feeling the sun upon my face and shoulders.

Running barefoot outside, during a rain storm, letting the rain fall upon me.

Laying again in the grass, only this time, in the still of night, looking at the stars, being able to see them in the small country town, feeling so very small against the vastness of the sky and the Universe before me.

Meeting the boy on our Pediatric Oncology floor, getting to know him, and see him, feeling all that he'd went through even before me, then, coming back, and him not being there. Him passing away, moving onto another dimension of his life..

Constantly dreaming about deja vu, having visions of this very small, cozy cottage, rather dark inside, small lights with candles and oil lamps, almost like I was dreaming about a life I'd previously lived. standing at a window, in a dark room, gazing upon the snow softly falling outside, turning around to see a room full of small floating candles.. making the darkened room look like a starry night.

My life, my mind and my imagination, consistently entertain my ability to still daydream. Helps me to see and understand things beyond my knowledge. It allows me to explore the conquistador in my soul, permits me to forever stay young at heart, creative in mind and content in spirit. Allows me travel to other worlds, places, countries, people, and dimensions.

There's a reason I am here, an explanation for why I am.

Everything happens for a reason.

I am blessed indeed.

Thank you Universe!!!


Friday, April 29, 2011

Today my list is long..

Every single day, I compile a list of healings for people that I love, who have come to me, or just ask me in general. I love the fact that people come to me, they ask, they share, they request, yet they also open their mind and trust me enough to want help from me.  Some days the list is small, some days (like today) the list is long. There is an array of different healing needs, some physical, a lot mentally and spiritually, but tonight, I am going to be one busy girl. I did get a text from a dear friend that said “Thank you for whatever you are doing, I feel like it’s helping.” That’s what I LOVE to hear!

But THEN..I read this from a friend and WOW.. WOW.. WOW.

Take it to heart, it’s true and great advice!

“A higher consciousness is not suppressing emotions and focusing on the Light, but accepting the Dark and the Light, expressing and dealing with them, even though emotions may make you FEEL stuff but not letting yourself be motivated by any one of them alone. Balance is the word. We have all emotions at the same time, our focus decides which one prevails...don’t focus. Just BE. Many people seem to think that you are hate or being negative when you express anger....expressing anger is a way to get rid of negative energy. People who understand that will allow you to shout and fume, and help you get it all out of your system. Just don't forget to keep smiling while having all these is pretty hilarious even though it may suck and hurt from time to time." ~ D

A New Moo

Thursday, April 21, 2011

My kids..and my grandson are AMAZING!!!

Thursday, April 14, 2011

Learning, ever so slowly..

In the grand scheme of things, even though I was reluctant, (stubbornly so) I did a random act of remote kindness for an enemy. I wanted to type "yuck" after that, but if I am ever going to grow spiritually, I need to accept that it was deemed so, and play my forgiveness without forgetting card more often. ♥

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Lessons learned..

I am tested every single time someone mentions the name of someone that hurt or betrayed me. Guess what gang, I pass the test. I rise above pettiness and hurtful intentions and I.Don't.Look.Back.

You lost out, so sorry.

My quote today..

"Some days I'm bullet proof, and others, well, I'm a pile of goo." ~ Moo

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

OH and by the way..

Tea Tree Oil is simply amazing..

My message from the last few days..

"Let Go" and "Move On".

Sometimes I am so stubborn.. I know..I KNOW. Fine.
My mature side wins. (refrains from throwing a fit) ;)

Happy Tuesday all :)

Etheric Auric body, this aura is all about emotions related to you and dealing with self respect, self acceptance and self love. (I think my Spirit Guides are just as stubborn as I am).

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Leave a relationship that is not honoring you..

That includes so called "Friendships".

I finally got it

The letter from the lady I've been working so closely with. Things are about to get a LOT busier and I'm LOVING IT!!!

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Thank you

My sweets.. your support is heartfelt. <3

Monday, April 4, 2011

Continuly using other's words, shows your low rate of literacy.

Sunday, April 3, 2011

Just the facts..

Does it bother me? For about a second.. I release it, then I don't think about it at all, and I remember the trueness in life. I might have been betrayed, lied about, and even had friends drift away, but I always remember I have the upper hand. Everything I do, is for a reason. Often times it comes naturally to me. I don't force it or make it up. Smart people, see the truth.

Saturday, April 2, 2011


Sometimes I'm amazed by the power and truth deep within myself. ♥