Wonderful things being loaded up on Etsy..

Happy October!

I haven’t actually written in this online journal in quite a while. I’ve needed to do so for months, MONTHS I tell you.  So many things that I’ve wanted to share and express, I think it’s time for me to do so right now.

I just got a membership to a gym. I’m beyond excited. I’m 22-26 pounds down, and I’m ready to up the ante. The only other commercial thing I’ve done is the “Curves” circuit, and while I enjoyed doing it, it did absolutely nothing for me to help me lose weight.  That’s OK though, again, it was a learning curve.  We all learn from our past, or at least we should. I have found that I am more open, spiritually, and that I can feel the Universe flowing through me more readily. I’ve had some very lucky events,

Here’s something I found online that I loved:

 
“I totally feel like an outsider in there (commercial gym), as I’m doing things differently than anybody around me.

You know what?

I LOVE IT.

I look at each day in the gym as a battle that I need to win.” ~ Steve Kamb

You know what Steve? I’m stealing that, and it’s my new motto, thanks for the inspiration dude (you look great by the way!)!

Next, last night I was walking the dogs, I loved how dark it already was, the wind was blowing, the lunation was at first quarter and it was loving falling down upon the newly time Autumnal equinox (Mabon). Someone in the park had a roaring fire going, and I could smell the season.  

This time of year always encourages me to further my one with all that makes me happy. Family, friends, earth, gathering, crafting, meditation, Healing and sharing, these are all things that make me feel contentment. In each of those, there are small and important things that intensify this contentment. For instance, hand sewing (which also reminds me of Wanda's magical house!) brings me to a meditation that is very rewarding. I can instill deep seeded Intentions, along with Healing, protection and many other facets of my belief system.

I’ve also been thinking a LOT about the people I have met, how I’ve met them, the odds of actually meeting them (in this vast world of SO MANY PEOPLE), how it has impacted me and how things could potentially be without them in my lives.

Example:  Bad weather had my flight cancelled while stuck on a business in Tucson, Arizona. It had been a fabulous trip already, but I wasn’t sure I was going to be able to get home.  Then, I met someone else in the same predicament. He was there for sad reasons, but he was stuck there as well. So chances of meeting a new friend (now on Facebook) with whom I instantly clicked with to create a friendship bond, those odds are pretty astronomical. Most people just gripe and complain, we had fun waiting being shuttled on a “bus” to Phoenix, then waiting yet again for another three or four cancelled flights.  I can’t imagine my life now without seeing his posts! He’s ingrained into my life forever. *wave to Trevor*

He’s just one example .. there are MANY.. I need to sit and type them out.

So, life is grand.. RV living is lovely, and I’m surrounded by friends and family. 

Blessings <3 Moo

Our New Home!

I'm so excited soon, this is going to be our life, and I couldn't be HAPPIER! We're about to join the millions of people that have decided to live full time in their RV. 

2005 Itasca Sunrise 38J (38 Foot) with 3 Slide outs (1 living, dining bedroom).

I'm placing the photos here to show people that are as excited to see as we are. 

Soon the house will be on the market and we'll be living our dream.

See this smile? It's permanent! Mmmmmmmm NAMASTE! 

Ladean Snodgrass

I swear, this article was written ABOUT you, not in the good way.

http://www.addictiontoday.org/addictiontoday/2013/10/empathy-trap-sociopath-triangle.html

You say you are the Empath, but everything you do and say proves otherwise. There are so many people that see it, except your very shallow-minded followers that don't want to see. That's OK, you'll use them too and then discard them. To  you they are all expendable.

I doubt you'll read it, and if you do, you'll think it's about you and that I'm the bad guy, but that's OK, you can be wrong.

Let's Weigh in What is Presented, M'Kay?

It's very obvious on how someone is seriously narcissistic, to the point of severe mental illness.

How do we break this down:

• We refuse to work to support our own household but we will fake being a psychic, dupe people out of money to get us to Africa to "help the children".
• When we get to Africa, we don't help the children, we talk about how wonderful the people are, the food, our proof blisters, and how we have to leave suddenly, making our two month help the children trip into a two week "tour Ghana" vacation.
• When we get back, we post about how much we miss our new home (Ghana).
• We post our pictures (by the way, funny how you gussy up to help the children, you took a lot of photos of children, but we all noticed how you didn't post one personal story about a particular child or situation) but you are sure looking your age, not a young chick any longer are you? Sadly, Ghana and Africa have high rates of fraud (you fit right in), did the man you went to have a relationship with realize how old and overweight you were? Or did you run out of money and they realized you weren't the white "Rock Star" you wrote about? Or did you use your dying sister as an excuse to come back?
• We post about dreams of how we were a Messiah of sorts.. the all mighty, dressed in white and sparkly.. we are hugging everyone and making healing them (well no, you are now probably spreading African diseases to them in your dreams) and you really do believe that you are a God. 
• Still not one word about that special child, that meaningful lesson you learned, only how they worshipped you and you miss being there.
• Now, why aren't you in California with your dying sister? Your blood? I do declare, you boasted about your Healing powers (lies) and stated that you healed your sister of her brain cancer (even though she didn't believe in what you were doing and didn't want you to do it). Whatever YOU want you do, regardless of who you lie about, hurt, step on, cheat on or betray.. how do you sleep at night? Well, being a narcissist (Here's the definition so you can see what it means since you aren't that bright, regardless of how many books you claim to write, I've seen your attempts, you should really try something else) 

A psychological condition characterized by self-preoccupation, lack of empathy, and unconscious deficits in self-esteem

Now, you say you have a cold. Just like a LOT of us are discussing, we would walk through flames and venomous creatures barefooted and chew on broken glass to be with our sister if they were dying. But you really don't care, because that takes away the pity and sympathies from your adorning, stupid and unaware minions, doesn't it? I'm flabbergasted as to how these people doesn't see right through your disgusting bullshit.

I've seen you steal money, steal EVP's (and call them your own), lie (about so many things I can't even mention them here), back-stab (people that trusted you and tried to help you), and yet you still want monuments built in your likeness and in your honor, you want fame and fortune, and for even more people to look upon you as something supernatural.

I feel sorry for your father and your sister, but then again, I feel sorry for your kids, your grandkids and your husband. YOU believe you are far more important than ALL of them. In the grand scheme of things, you are worthless.

Don't care what others think of you? That's good, because even BAD PR is bad PR.

I think there was a book written about you, here's a quote about it:

Unhealthy narcissism -- Shamelessness, Magical Thinking, Arrogance, Envy, Entitlement, Exploitation, Bad Boundaries

 Why is it Always About You?

There's a list of famous narcissists.. let's see how things worked out for them:

Saddam Hussein
Joan Crawford
Lee Harvey Oswald
Adolph Hitler
Joseph Stalin
Ted Bundy
... chew on that a bit.. you are nothing of what you think you are, nor what you try to portray. What you are is worthless.. 

Sleep on that and dream.

*shakes her head*

All the Beautiful People

A few things have come to light over the past few days. Some days when I'm spiritually open and am presented with these small (and large) things I feel a wash of humility come over me. I'll share that here with you.

On Friday night, my friend Robyn and I do a show. It's not a regular internet radio show, it's meant to be fun, make people laugh, spend time with others that don't want pretensions, they want fun and 8 year old like minded goofiness. We have some wonderful dedicated fans and that was the first presentation I recognized. These people share their laughter with us. Do you realize the gift that is?

So, during the show (actually I believe just before the show started) I received a text that some usuals were going to listen via the phone app (squee) and that they had a special guest listening with them. Well, it's always a blessing when new people are exposed to our shenanigans, but this guest was EXTRAORDINARILY special. Our friends M and V had "Pops" with them! Pops is a 99 year old man that was going to spend the weekend with them, and since they love our show, the felt he would love it too. How exciting!

During the show and afterwards, I received texts that Pops indeed did like the show, and they also let him listen to our archived shows and he liked them. Do you see how relative that information is to yet a new and different gift? He liked us, he liked the music we played during the break, the subjects we talked about during our segments, that is one of the highest compliments. M then told me how wonderful Pops is. I could of course feel him and his spirit. I told her he's an angel, and he is.

The funny thing, there are people all over this planet that are the real deal.

I watched this last night until 2am (The Secret & The Law of Attraction - The Shift by Wayne Dyer) and it opened a lot of things for me. Actually, there were some teary moments and I guess I didn't realize how much I respect Dr. Dyer. He doesn't portray himself as being perfect, or being born perfect, he learned and shifted like the rest of us can and do. He talks in a manner that makes you sit and think.

People are valuable. I know there are doozies out there that have less than loving intentions, that is always going to be a factor. To feel something deep within yourself, something that fulfills and places happiness in your soul, is priceless. Even the smallest of measures become large and important. The smile from a stranger. The kindness of a friend. The sharing of memories from a loved one.

Then, when you come in contact with those that are not so good, especially for you, you have the confidence and the ability to move on.

But those that you meet, or virtually meet, that influence your emotions and your feelings, you can savor them and appreciate them. They make a difference, in turn it makes you make a difference as well.

<3 Moo

Amazing Words.. that only some lead by..

Once some read this, they will see themselves. Others will read it and say "That's me" and then begin to tap dance and throw glitter and such to try and draw attention to themselves. 

Scorpio horoscope for Sep, 05, 2013
"The greatest leaders do not lead by screaming, yelling, and intimidating others. The best leaders lead by example. They lead with quiet dignity. They persuade their followers through their knowledge and wisdom. They are kind and empathic. They are honest. And they are grateful for the efforts of their subordinates. Keep this in mind in the days ahead, Scorpio, as you may be called up to lead. Frustration may tempt you to become angry or resentful, but you are a true leader and you need to keep reminding yourself of that fact."

True leaders don't need constant reminders, they don't need to persuade others, they don't need to lie, they also don't need to put others around them down. 

Think about it..

Latrene..this is for you..Are you gone yet? 

This Fall we ALL deserve to have you out of the country.  MMMMmmm.. 

HAHAHAH

I know it's bad... But.. This is for you, Latrene.

We (those you have lied about) suggest you read the following with a spoon.

Enjoy Ghana, we can't wait to see you go!

<3 Moo

Sharing Time

You know, it's great when you get to share time with others. There are no intentions involved, just sharing time and laughter with others. I got to do that, twice this weekend.

First, on Saturday, I got to go to my parent's house. Spending time with them is always so much fun. While I was out there, I cut wood. There was a reason, and I'll share that in a bit. I enjoy going into their "shop" and using their power tools. So, I scoured their 2 acres and found the perfect limbs, and made them into buttons, or hag wood (later termed by Teresa), they could be made into runes, it didn't matter. I cut them for our outing today.

My mother made delicious beef and noodles and we talked and laughed and looked through Pinterest. It was so nice.

Then, I came home, and watched movies in my craft/media room while I did crafts. But, I had to go to bed early, as I was excited about today.

Through the selfishness, ego influenced, cruel, self-centered, immature actions of one person, I have met some of the most amazing people. These people have shown me the real them and I love their inner beings. I love their smiles and their laughter. I love their kindness and their hearts. I love how selfless they are and the spunk in their personalities. I also love the fact that they might have at first listened to her lies (and believe me they are the most ridiculous lies that just build and build and BUILD) but they met me and they figured out the truth.

First thing we did (And I wish we would have gotten more photos!) I met new people!!! We met at Waffle house and I ordered a waffle (duh) and some bacon (NOM!). We did a lot of talking and some baby cooing! I met Brooke, her husband Charlie, and their ABSOLUTELY adorable baby Sydnie Rae!

So here is Pat hoggin' the baby lovin' (heheheheeh):

Look at that look! hehehe Sydnie Rae and Pat

So, we we looking for fossils and hag stones. So much fun!

Ladies doing some gathering of fossils and hag stones.

It was seriously SO hot out.. I know I got sunburned. We found some amazing things!

Annette and Pat (Please notice the beautiful hag stone around Pat's neck, she found that at this same place at during a prior visit).

Pat drinking the "Purple Kool-Aid".

Teresa about to consume the "Purple Kool-aid".

Lisa G and Penny laughing and enjoy the shade and the day! Look at those smiles! Killer!

It was really super hot! We needed a rest! Here is Donna, Lisa O and Lisa G enjoying each other's company.

We missed Micky, Kat, Bren, Robyn and Michelle. All either lived too far away, didn't feel well or had prior plans. HOWEVER, they were VERY much a part of this outing and we love and missed them! 

So might I add here, anything that you have heard about these ladies, especially from this very UNRELIABLE source, you might want to sit down maturely and ask them for yourself. They are nothing of what this horrible person portrays. You would be doing yourself a grave disservice if you didn't find out for yourself, because chances are, you will be next in her path of lies. She destroys lives and she doesn't give a shit if she does so. She's about to destroy her own husband's life with her lies because she doesn't know how to have a relationship, a friendship or otherwise. 

So, her loss is MY gain. Neener neener. 

My finds! ( I found a lot, but I won't post them ALL here, just my top five!) and maybe some more in a few!

I'm excited to make this hag stone into a necklace myself!

I realize this doesn't look like it goes all the way through but it does, there was a pebble and sand caught in the middle. Nothing a little prodding Moo couldn't fix ;)

This was exciting to find! It's like my eyes just went right to it!  I will be making this into a necklace as well! Is it a tail? A spine? 

This was part of a shell, but it's the glorious pearly part. Love!

Also part of a shell, the pearly part. 

I seriously can't wait to go back (when it is much cooler. I could spend HOURS out there. 

My weekend in a nutshell! FABULOUS! Consider me blessed! 

And here is ONE photo for that one that makes everyone's life miserable (her name credited in the caption):

Ladean Snodgrass

<3 Moo

Making Tinctures

I just started a Chamomile, Lemon Balm and Mint tincture.

When it's finished, I will advise. I have about ten other recipes I want to try. I'm so excited I can hardly stand it.

Any other tincture makers out there? Have any favorite recipes? What do you use your tinctures for?

I'm dyin' to hear about them!

<3

Read 'em and Weep!

The More I'm aware, the More you Don't Matter.

It seems, every now and then, someone feels left out, or not the center of attention enough.

In a way, it's not true, but I'd rather have my integrity than be that one that everyone is talking about, especially in a very bad light.

You thought you had complete control over everyone. You didn't. While on your page you kept telling people to defriend you (or them-Funny, have most of the now approximately 65 mutual friends we share defriended you or me? not hardly) some of us maturely and albeit (<-- do you know what that word means?) nervously took the time to contact each other. We should have done this a very long time ago.

You see, you had a knack for lying to those surrounding you. SO, while I was asked to accept the "friendship" of your fraud page, I was able to read what was posted. Wow, it was so true. Some I wasn't aware of but it didn't surprise me. (funny how I was then blocked from the page before it came down.. funny how that works but that information for another time).

What you have to remember, there are saved emails, texts, screen shots of posts before they were taken down, you can't remember everything everywhere. How could you possibly remember what you've told EVERYONE you tried to impress, use or truthfully, come into contact with. You can't.

So, you told one person one thing about someone or a situation, and then turned around and told someone else an entirely different story. I think you don't know which lies that you need to remember. That is the definition of a compulsive liar. Like how that title feels on you?

So, against, I'm sure, your wishes and controlling desires, I reconnected with Mickey!

Mickey, sporting her "purple spoon" ... yeah... we remember that story.

Look how beautiful she is! You loved demeaning her (as you did with me) and well, it didn't work. She's not the horrible things you said about her, regardless if your minions (with their noses so far up your ass) disagree, she is the BIGGEST heart! She's doing SO much better without you. Seriously, she's happy, she's got a lot going on and it's all good. She works for a living (do you remember what that is?) and she is very happy with her family. She's smart, talented and gifted. She waited a very long time to talk to me after you used her, abused her, lied about her and then tossed her aside. You pitted her against a good friend (so you, you are very talented at that, I'm sure that falls into the Love and Light category, in Liarsland maybe). But she sent me a very sweet email and we reconnected. Why? Because I didn't hate on her. You did. (one of many bridges burned). 

So, then, not too long ago, I posted this http://moosawareness.blogspot.com/2013/07/i-find-it-odd.html and I just couldn't understand. How could these women hate me? Well, they didn't. YOU and your ways felt the need to pit them against me (along with everyone else that might know me, also positive and loving of you~NOT!)

So arrangements were made and I met four NEW ladies that I had posted about in the link above. HOLY MOLY was *I* ever wrong in that post. I can admit it. I don't try to push the blame on everyone else. These ladies are amazing. One person is trying to tear them down, but that is only because the truth is spreading like wildfire. She's calling it lies and what motive could she possibly have. HAHHH seriously? SERIOUSLY? 

Bren and Lisa relaxing and laughing, getting to know others that have suffered the wrath. 

So, here are two of the four ladies I got to meet. These ladies are fabulous. They were allowed to laugh and be themselves. It wasn't all about one person, it was about each of us. Why? We are confident beautiful, talented ladies. *shakes her head* You aren't that amazing or important. These ladies, they are. You have called them names (funny, most reflect your own actions, not theirs) and would take away the conversation from them to have it on yourself. Narcissism much (and yes, you do, in case you decided to answer no)?

I caught Donna off guard, doesn't matter, she's a beautiful hoot and a half!

Then there's Donna. Now I've actually met her once, but she was kind of poisoned on me as well. Not because she's a bad person, but because she was fed enough bullshit to choke a third world country (see what I did there?). She remembered me as nice, but that was like what four years ago? We only got the opportunity to meet once, then jealousy reared its ugly head and viola, she was suckered into the obscenely disgusting lies of the all powerful, or so she thought. So, you decided to take it upon yourself to try and steal the abilities, gifts and talents of this bright shining star. Because your insides are dull and lackluster, so why not thoroughly lie and manipulate to try and look good. Well it didn't work/happen. Can't  make a turd into a diamond. 

Here I am, Moo, feeding Teresa the "Purple Kool-aid".

The purple kool-aid, let's face it, we've all had it. She'd have killed us all off if it were legal.

She was such an eager purple Kool-aid consumer. 

But then I met Teresa. You have lied so much about her, to me and others. I can remember the first thing you told me about her, and I have this in public. You can lie all you want saying you didn't say it, but I actually have it in an email so, you might want to watch how you get out of this lie. You told me, the only reason you liked hooking up with Teresa, was because her husband had money. Well, that would make sense. All you've ever wanted since I've known you is fame and wealth. Does that make you metaphysically whole or conniving, misrepresenting everything you attempt to do (with your no talent). 

Much better photo of Teresa, gorgeous and sweet!

Here's a much better picture of her, she has her purple spoon in her hair. She's talking to Donna here, and didn't know I was taking photos. She was so nice. She, whom I was probably the most afraid of (from the HORRIBLE lies you told about her!) was so very sweet! She's talented (loved her jewelry) and comical. How easily you played everyone against each other. How hard you worked to lie and manipulate. Such a control freak. That actually goes against anything that Empathy stands for, sorry, you lose.  People that are believing your lies now, should simply ask others, or ask around, they'd be surprised. We were all once your minions.

Not the cute kind like this:

Cute minions from the movies

But more like this:

Your minions until they break away from your horrible evil "Love and Light stab you in the eye when you are down and out" spell. Just. Sayin'.

Every time you demand people disconnect with others, it should prove your guilt. 

Just thought maybe you'd like to know, that I've met SEVERAL others that you tried to keep me away from. Maybe you and your BFF (sorry, but you treated her like shit several times as well, use her, say horrible things about her and her .... husband (and his legal issues) ) and yet you try to say how wonderful she is and how she's always there for you. Two peas in a pod I say. Neither of you could possibly be happy but keep trying. You'll have to live in another country to get away from all of the crap you started here. 

Well, that's not all of it, but it feels like I've written for AGES. Doesn't feel good to see all this for the world to see. The only thing I didn't do was name you. I can at any time, because I have nothing to hide. I have no skeletons in my closet. If people ask about something I tell them. I don't lie and try to make myself look perfect. I'm not. Never have been, never will be. BUT I AM TRUTHFUL. That is something you know nothing about. 

These five ladies made me happy. They set anything you lied to them about aside, and they got to know the real me. I am beyond grateful, humbled and happy. These ladies, Mickey, Brenda, Lisa, Teresa and Donna are all amazing ladies. Like true "sisters". Not the kind you "lie and say you've Healed their cancer, but then they kick you out of their house kind" but true soul kindred spirits. 

Now before you assume (because you are FAMOUS for that, seriously, you need to work on that) that you know how and where and when, you don't. There are people that were NOT involved and you'd BETTER not act like a twat and treat them unkindly. You do that. As soon as you suspect or your "Spirit Guides" tell you in a vision during meditation (I call bullshit), then you start flinging poo like a rabid monkey on acid. STOP. For once, if you want to hate us six girls, fine and 'effin' dandy, but don't go blaming people you "THINK" is involved. You don't know shit. 

PS, so, I'm curious, still exchanging pictures with Christopher of his.. well.. you know.. while you are playing scrabble? Just curious...

Anyway, in your "moving on" speech, you might want to take your own lying advice. I'm sure sorry for your followers that hang on your every word. It won't be long before you kick them to the curb as well. 

Anyway, I don't need you. None of us do. THANK HEAVENS. It is a wonderful and lifting weight off our shoulders without having to deal with you. 

To the ladies in this post.. LOVE YA, so glad I've found ya!!

<3 Moo