There will be sweet relief today,
special meds to help. This also means, most likely, I will be out of commission
most of the weekend, maybe not. All I care about is getting through this mass
of stress and pain and get to the happy go lucky Moo again. I’m not as bad as I
have been, but I need to just get through it to feel the good on the other
side.
Just hearing the word “Friday” has
lifted my spirits. After last week being a short week, this one seemed like a
month long. Work has been hectic and I know that is a lot of what triggered
this crap. Secretly (and maybe not so much now after posting it here) I have
been telling the Universe that I need change with my career. After 13 years, I
really don’t feel appreciated, I’m not the squeaky wheel that management seems
to be so afraid of, so I get taken advantage of, looked over, underestimated and
I’m really tired of it.
Companies want dedicated workers, and gripe about
overturn and lack of work ethics, yet, when someone is a constant for them,
reliable and trustworthy; they simply won’t acknowledge that in a worker. I’ll
stop there before I get all worked up again.
Tomorrow we get the new back fence. I’m
keeping some of the wood for crafts (as the wood is from 1982 and it is the
perfect “barn wood” look) for myself and my mother. I wish I could keep more
but that is just not logical. While Stuart is at home, maybe I will venture out
and hit a few garage sales. I could invite my mother over (she loves garage
sales more than *I* do) and we could make a day of it. She hasn’t come over and
just enjoyed Moo time for quite a while. She’s been too busy trying to take
care of my step-dad, Randy. He could come too, spend the day with Stuart
watching manflicks, and mom and I could go out shopping! I could look for more
goodies at a good price for the kitchen.
Well, my project for the craft
exchange.. believe it or not is almost finished.. I’m excited and will be
probably (possibly) mailing it out on Monday. Far cry from me thinking it was
going to take all month! (Ya’ see that Donna? LOL)
Enjoy today, be safe this weekend.
Enjoy those that hold you up and stick with you.
<3 Moo
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